Weight is still hanging in.. floating between 212- and 215... I have not been exercising or eating well and I am still hanging tight.. I have been super busy and stressed out so I think its about time I get my ass in gear again... Starting tonight! 40 min done on the tred mill and no dinner tonight I am going to have a shake...

yeah me.....

Ok this morning , I have hit 210.... down 16 pounds.. all on my own... I rock... I found something that works for me no cost no fees just me working it out.. ya baby ya.. I feel amazing....

well My weight is finally going down again. I am at 212.. tomorrow or the next day I am hoping for 210.. cant wait to break the 210 mark because 200 is not far from that at all.. today I put on a size 15.... haha.. i am going to be a skinny bitch! i rock!

Seeking help..

Running on the tred mill is working for my figure but not so much my weight. I have cut back, but think I need some help... going to seek help...

On the tred mill again!

Does it seem like I have been at this a long time? It does to me! Well I have been on the tred mill again walk up and down hill, sweating alot! So maybe, maybe I can keep at it and get my flabby soft body back into shape... I hate being a fat person.. Today I bought a shirt at walmart and it was an XL it fits not bad... But XL what the fuck! I think I need to get help.. I need to be accountable to someone other than myself.. Oh well I am going to keep up the walking it has to be good for me and well I dont seem to mind it as much as I would mind going down to run... So I will continue to walk it up and  bike ... I need to get more energy ... I am talking rasberry keytone with limited effects but who care.. I am sure it will do me some good! 219 this morning.

Just keep going, just keep going......

Still hanging tight at 216. But at least I am exercising again.. Today I ran the high school track 5 times and on thursday I went to kickboxing. I at least feel like I am doing something again. I still want to lose about 36 pounds... I just want to hit 180.. I look really good at that weight... Oh well just need to keep working! I am sure lost of women go through this struggle but it feels like I have been at it for a while. I just don't want to give up all the super yummy food, but I must.... I think the exercise is the key for me... Some days I am just so tired I don't want to do anything but I must....

Ok, I have been of the exercise and eating well for a month... Its hard with summer, I just want to eat what everyone at the party is. Oh well, I need to get my shit together. weight check in is 216... still way to heavy for my liking.. I would like to loose a total of 36 pounds bring me back down to 180. For my body type its about perfect. Anyway Its been a while so if figured that I would check in! If anyone has any sure fire idea's let me know.. I want to work exercise into my daily life so that it does not feel like work... Looking for suggestions...

Back on the tred mill!

I am stilling hanging tight at 212lb, But I am back on the tred mill. I want to break the 210 number. If I can do that I can certainly break the 200 mark! OH YA.. Its happening.... I feel like I have been kind of stuck, so I am hoping this will change and I will break the 210 number.

Hanging Tight

Well I have checked out a little on the crazy exercise, but I am about to take it back up! starting tonight. My weight has not really changed.. I am hanging tight around 214-216. Up and down.. But still keeping the last 10 off... Now I must work on the next ten and get rid of it! Enought is enough! Game is back on. I have a dress that I bought small and I have 16 days to make it fit just a little bit better! And it will.... Stay tuned!

Went shopping

I went shopping today and I bough size 16 and just a large shirt! This rocks... but I need to kick this 214 mark... I need to switch something up Not sure what! shopping was very very exciting! I want this to keep going!

Still hanging in there!

I am still haning in there at 214 is... But I need to kick 214's butt I want to break the 200 mark sooner than later.. oh well.. Today its back to the tred mill and the bike some more! I got lots of work to do.. Last night I was starving and eat a lot! I usually have decent control, but not last night! of well... Today I am going to have just some breakast and snack and subsitute dinner and lunch with a shake.. we shall see how this goes... maybe some more rasberry's.... I think I also need to keep exercising at least once a day.. but going to work on a plan for different parts of my body...

Still hanging in tight and I am down 12 pounds....

HOLY CRAP

Yep holy crap is right, I am now at 214.. wow I cant believe it... Its working, its really working.... I feel so good! making progress finally thank god... yeah.. I cant wait until I hit the 200 mark.... I am now down  12 pounds.

Still going

I have had a few hangup well breaks let call them.. But I got back to eating better yesterday and today I walk 7km.. So Now I just want to see the scale number start to drop some more.. I want to hit 217 so bad... and after that 215 and so on... I cannot wait to get to 200lb... Is that sad ? well it is a little but after that is 180 and so on. I can't weight to really see the numbers dropping! Come on numbers! PS I am starting week 4 this week!

11/04/2012 - 18 Days

I am still trucking.. I dont seem to be seeing a difference in my weight.. But my boobs are srinking... Sad I know.. Oh well I figure working out an hour every day will have the pay off sometime. I wonder if I soud try to change my diet and maybe skip the shakes.. Or maybe I should change to the kind my friend used. I have to figure out how may days I have been working at this.. Not sure if it three weeks or four weeks I am at? Going to check it out today! Ok Its 18 days... almost three weeks.. Thats pretty rocking... I am proud of myself... but I have to admit I was thinking it was almost four weeks.... ERROR... So I will take my 7 pounds lost and love it!

Still trucking

Well its day one of week three and I am still trucking. Today I did 60 min on the tred mill and 10 min eliptical. So far I have had rasberries and mile mixed with yorgurt and a protein shake... However it was easter this weekend and I eat more than I would have normally, but still did very well. I stayed away from all the treats...

13 days and counting

Ok down to 218.5 getting there! A am seeing a litle bit of change but I want to see a ton more.. I am still eating very very well although yesterday i took the day off exercising to hang with the family. Its hard to find the right mix that will drop the pounds.. I want to see mega results like ten pounds a week but I guess that is unrealistic. So 7.5 pounds in two weeks is not bad I guess, I just need to keep going! I am not taking my scale out now until monday! I hope to see some change again by then.. Fingers crossed! I think I need to eat some eggs again, They seem to help for some reason! Lets see!!!!

Week two

Ok still going strong! Still exercising like crazy.. not seeing a ton of results weight wise yet. Eating well, although last night I indulged a little. But back on board today. I am going to make ths work. I know I can do this. Oh ya and I am putting my scale away for now... Not until next monday wil I bring it out again!

Day 6 still going

I am still going.. making it.... I weighted myself this morning and it 221.6 not bad considering I am exercising.. they say you build bulk before you start to lose.. lets just hope thats right... I am working hard and praying to be back to a skinny bitch soon! Heres hoping.... I can do this, I can do this....

Day 5

60min on the tred mill, 10 min on the bike.. So far a shake,  and an apple today. 221 on the scale this morning! It was a bit harder today making myself exercise, but I did it. I am on the right track! I really think I an do this!

Ok day 4

Today Tred mill 60 min... eleptical training 10min.. Still eating well today so far just special K. AS I was jogging I promised myself if I get to 180 pounds I will get my long awaited hair extensions... then at 160 I need to find another reward!.. Doing well and pround of myself!

Another day

Ok so today on the scale 223.9 thats a good start! yesterday swimming today, 50min on the tred mill and 10 min on the bike! so far today... special K, apple.. feeling good a little sore but good... stay tuned...

Day two....

Ok today I made a pack with one of my best friends. each monday we text each other our weight! So here we go.. Today swimming and special k, apple, strawberries, milk shake and chicken and rice for dinner two cups of tea with sweetner... Game on! this moring 225.... lets see what tomorrow has going on. I want to be a skinny bitch!

Here we go again!

I saw a picture of an old friend, she look great! I am Happy for her but now its time for me to get my ass in gear. I have not weighted myself but I am guessing that I weigh about 230. The heavest I have ever been... So today first work out...

So nothing has changed!

Well that not exactly true. I am just about finished school. I got a full time job! I still weight 225 actually 226 seems to be the more normal.. The only thing the job is helping me with is eating a little better... So maybe maybe this will help. I also would like to exercise a little but not sure where and how to fit it in, but the truth of the matter is that I have to start somewhere... I am just not sure where. Oh well... So I am going to try an keep this updated a little better...