I Still Suck

Well yup I still suck.. I am eating pretty much anything I want when I want... The last few day again I am concerned about what I am eating and how to avoid bad items... But with school kids and hubby eating candy like there is no tomorrow.... It feels hopeless.. In the back of my mind I think maybe a stomach staple... that would work, that would be fast right.. But not really an option as I am poor and well I think the consequences later in life may not be worth it... I just want to feel full or satififed after a smaller meal... and its just not happening... So Now I am back to thinking and planning... Ahhhhh