Procrastination refers to the act of replacing high-priority actions or tasks with low-priority actions, and thus putting of important tasks to a later time.
Word for the day... lets get serious, its the word for my life. If I am plain and simple not in the mood and feel like I don't have what I need to do something I will plain just not do it... Yup thats me.... So I feel and look gross but just can't bit the bullet to get going with exercise... I don't even hate it.. In fact I like it, but with so many other obligations such as kids, school and well life I can't seem to make any time for myself. All I want to do when I am home alone and I have a few minutes for myself is just lay down and sleep or read. I feel like I never get to do anything for myself. I suppose you can say that I go to school and that is for me, but really it is for my family. I am doing it so I can get a better job that will also allow me to have summer off with my kids. And truthfully is someone offered me a job right now I would probably take it.. I am so done with juggling everything, but the truth of the matter is that if I work full time we make even less money because I pay havlf of what I am making to day care.. And truefully I dont want my kids in daycare all day... Emma will be in school beginning in september and that should help things out a little bit.
God its so hard to get going and get organized... I feel like I am being pulled in a million directionsa.. I have a studpid little gas station job that help us pay for a few thing but really its $10 and hour.. Is it really worth it? We have grown to rely on the extra money it gives us...
Ok so I think you have heard most of my excuses, now I just need to overcome them.... good luck to me.... In the back of my mind I am thinking I am waiting to get the exercise bike before I start but that is stupid... Plain and simple I feel like I need a little break from life right now.. I want to do some things for me, like start swimming again and going to the gym but how do I do that and juggle the kids??? Question for the day!
Stay tuned
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