Does it every end!

So once again I am trying something new! I am trying to go wheat free! This is day two! My weight has jumped to my all time high 232! For this this is gross! I also had had no energy so day two I am feeling not bad.

Lets hope I can do this!

Weight is still hanging in.. floating between 212- and 215... I have not been exercising or eating well and I am still hanging tight.. I have been super busy and stressed out so I think its about time I get my ass in gear again... Starting tonight! 40 min done on the tred mill and no dinner tonight I am going to have a shake...

yeah me.....

Ok this morning , I have hit 210.... down 16 pounds.. all on my own... I rock... I found something that works for me no cost no fees just me working it out.. ya baby ya.. I feel amazing....

well My weight is finally going down again. I am at 212.. tomorrow or the next day I am hoping for 210.. cant wait to break the 210 mark because 200 is not far from that at all.. today I put on a size 15.... haha.. i am going to be a skinny bitch! i rock!

Seeking help..

Running on the tred mill is working for my figure but not so much my weight. I have cut back, but think I need some help... going to seek help...

On the tred mill again!

Does it seem like I have been at this a long time? It does to me! Well I have been on the tred mill again walk up and down hill, sweating alot! So maybe, maybe I can keep at it and get my flabby soft body back into shape... I hate being a fat person.. Today I bought a shirt at walmart and it was an XL it fits not bad... But XL what the fuck! I think I need to get help.. I need to be accountable to someone other than myself.. Oh well I am going to keep up the walking it has to be good for me and well I dont seem to mind it as much as I would mind going down to run... So I will continue to walk it up and  bike ... I need to get more energy ... I am talking rasberry keytone with limited effects but who care.. I am sure it will do me some good! 219 this morning.

Just keep going, just keep going......

Still hanging tight at 216. But at least I am exercising again.. Today I ran the high school track 5 times and on thursday I went to kickboxing. I at least feel like I am doing something again. I still want to lose about 36 pounds... I just want to hit 180.. I look really good at that weight... Oh well just need to keep working! I am sure lost of women go through this struggle but it feels like I have been at it for a while. I just don't want to give up all the super yummy food, but I must.... I think the exercise is the key for me... Some days I am just so tired I don't want to do anything but I must....