Here we go again!

I saw a picture of an old friend, she look great! I am Happy for her but now its time for me to get my ass in gear. I have not weighted myself but I am guessing that I weigh about 230. The heavest I have ever been... So today first work out...

So nothing has changed!

Well that not exactly true. I am just about finished school. I got a full time job! I still weight 225 actually 226 seems to be the more normal.. The only thing the job is helping me with is eating a little better... So maybe maybe this will help. I also would like to exercise a little but not sure where and how to fit it in, but the truth of the matter is that I have to start somewhere... I am just not sure where. Oh well... So I am going to try an keep this updated a little better...

Back on the Bike

Ok, Today I weighed myself and I was 225... Holy shit... That so gross... Ok so I got back on my bike a peddled for 40 minutes but my real problem is food. My girl friend asked to if I wanted to try Isogenics but the cost is huge..Another lady from town is doing another protein shake diet and has done fantastic lost 30 or so pounds but its about $100 a week.. holy shit.... But she has mea results... what to do.. Half of me knows that the shakes are short term, but the other is screaming look is work so fast and you don't really even have to do much. An something with little effort sounds great, considering I have three kids and in school full time.... Hummm.. I am thinking about weight watcher again too.... we shall see... I would like to give the shakes a go for a couple of weeks and then go from there... Hummm... but no worries as I have no money to spend right now anyway.... oh well, we shall see...

I blow.....

With school and life in general I have pretty much given up... I feel fat a gross and need some help getting active.. Everytime I get anytime to myself I just want to sit on my ass and do nothing. I feel like a lazy blob and with summer around the corner, oh god.... I need some suggestions... something that will get me going and something that i will be able to keep up with school three kids and well life.... I hate that my summer close do not fit and will ot fit....

I Still Suck

Well yup I still suck.. I am eating pretty much anything I want when I want... The last few day again I am concerned about what I am eating and how to avoid bad items... But with school kids and hubby eating candy like there is no tomorrow.... It feels hopeless.. In the back of my mind I think maybe a stomach staple... that would work, that would be fast right.. But not really an option as I am poor and well I think the consequences later in life may not be worth it... I just want to feel full or satififed after a smaller meal... and its just not happening... So Now I am back to thinking and planning... Ahhhhh

Ok I suck....

So yet again, I blow.. I have done nothing to eat better or exercise more.. I am still paying hockey ever wed but that is it.. and this weekend we eat so many donuts.... Must et myself in order... This sucks... why is it so hard????????

Off the wagon

I am of the wagon, I am exercising at least once a week but I don't feel any skinner and that could be because, I am eating everything in sight... Oh well... this blog is helping me. Not only that I saw another mother at hocket who is losing weight and it makes me want to do better.... So I think I need some support with my eating habits.... I need to look around...