I blow.....

With school and life in general I have pretty much given up... I feel fat a gross and need some help getting active.. Everytime I get anytime to myself I just want to sit on my ass and do nothing. I feel like a lazy blob and with summer around the corner, oh god.... I need some suggestions... something that will get me going and something that i will be able to keep up with school three kids and well life.... I hate that my summer close do not fit and will ot fit....

I Still Suck

Well yup I still suck.. I am eating pretty much anything I want when I want... The last few day again I am concerned about what I am eating and how to avoid bad items... But with school kids and hubby eating candy like there is no tomorrow.... It feels hopeless.. In the back of my mind I think maybe a stomach staple... that would work, that would be fast right.. But not really an option as I am poor and well I think the consequences later in life may not be worth it... I just want to feel full or satififed after a smaller meal... and its just not happening... So Now I am back to thinking and planning... Ahhhhh

Ok I suck....

So yet again, I blow.. I have done nothing to eat better or exercise more.. I am still paying hockey ever wed but that is it.. and this weekend we eat so many donuts.... Must et myself in order... This sucks... why is it so hard????????

Off the wagon

I am of the wagon, I am exercising at least once a week but I don't feel any skinner and that could be because, I am eating everything in sight... Oh well... this blog is helping me. Not only that I saw another mother at hocket who is losing weight and it makes me want to do better.... So I think I need some support with my eating habits.... I need to look around...

Though I was making it...

Ok got back on the scale this morning and I am 220... WTF... ok, well I am going to say that I don't care what the number is but inside my mind I will not forget. I really should just throw my scale out but, it makes me feel like I am on the right track every once in a while... NOT right now... But I again am going to say I don't care.. I am exercising at least evey other day for 45 min. I just bought a bike, so I am hoping that will help and I can increase my time.. For me It diet.... I need to find a way to feel ful and curb my sweet cravings.. I think I may need help... Maybe it would do me well to look at weight watchers, but I am so picky about food its hard... Bugger.. So today I am fell blah.. Ging to ride my bike now....

I am making it..... So far...

Ok well I am making it so far, I have no idea how many days I am into this new deal, but this moring I got on the scale and I an 216. So happy, major happy.. It working.. Today I am running out to go and get a bike for the basement and then the husband and I can work out together...

Stay tuned...

Coral

On a role...

I am on a roll, I have it the tred mill now three days in a row, today will be four.. My legs hurt but my body feel great, I finally feel like I am doing something for myself... I feel like I deserve time for me too. So whener ever I can I sneak down for 40 min. On thurs and friday I did 40 min saturday I did 45 min.... I feel great.. I stepped on the tred mill after my last run /jog /walk wahtever it is that I am going and was 222... Not good...But I don't care because I feel like a million bucks.... Sore but still like a million bucks... Stay tuned...